@Nammu
When I was a child it was a bit that way, I felt safe in my little bubble. It was weird, but it wasn't as unpleasant as dissociation became as I got older and things I did in life had more consequences, like dissociating while I needed to be taking care of my baby or while driving or cooking, etc. I do dissociate now at times when the stakes are not that high, but it always just leaves me upset and feeling weird and like I am SO not normal. I've tried to explain it to H and he tries, but I don't think he understands how disorienting and upsetting it can be.