So I didn't end up getting anymore sleep. I'm sure I'll get some tonight.

My son is bugging me about buying him shoes and headphones. The only thing wrong with his shoes are that one lace is frayed. He just needs new laces, but he won't stop pestering me about it new ones.

Bc he was in the hospital for 2 months he is going to get about $1600. I don't know when he's getting it. Nor does he. The guy that runs these homes has said not to give him money or buy him things. I'm afraid to tell my son that. I just told him my money is not your money. But he's used to me buying him things. He's like but you used to why not now. It's difficult.

He was depressed today about his cat Tiger being put to sleep. We have his urn, paw prints in clay and a picture of him right by the urn and paw prints. Tiger had diabetes but lived to 16. He didn't mind the insulin injections. But he developed really bad neuropathy. We tried everything. I wasn't sleeping bc I was giving him like 4 different pills a day at different times. We finally decided Tiger was too miserable to keep on treating him when the vet said we could try more gabapentin but it didn't look good. I ended up in a mixed episode from so much lack of sleep.

But Tiger was an awesome cat. He was a red mackerel. Big orange cat. He was just an easy going cat. I miss him. But he had a good life.