Ugh, I'm so anxious and vigilant that I'm starting to get paranoid.

I keep watching for people following me or am suspicious of sounds around the neighborhood.

As if I don't have enough on my mind already.

I dropped off food for my mother today and did a few things for her around her place.

I forgot to take my Klonopin so I was a nervous wreck by the time I got back. I even took an indirect way home in case someone was following me.

I know there's nobody following me. My logical self knows that but the rest of me isn't convinced.