@LadyShadow I completely understand what you mean about it being a pain having to go to the pharmacy so often. The same thing happens to me because my psych meds aren't all on the same rotation and I also have acid reflux meds. I'm there so often of the women who works at my pharmacy beats herself up because she can't remember my weird last name.

@Scooter9 I'm sorry you're struggling with paranoia.

Today wasn't so bad. I'm noticing my mood dragging a little bit, but I think that's a combination of med side effects and my POTS symptoms getting a little worse again as the positive affects of my last IV are wearing off. Hopefully, I'll hear this week if I'm able to start getting IV fluids on a regular basis.

I see my pdoc tomorrow (just my routine monthly appointment). I've finally reached a point where I seem to have more of a capacity to finally grieve how much my life has been impacted by it, especially everything that happened when I was undiagnosed/didn't realizing I was following manic thoughts so I'm hoping to have a bit of a conversation with him about this.

I signed up for 3 free months of Panara's drink program so I can treat myself to a drink from their on a regular basis. Having this little treat to look forward to might help me as a transition back to work starting on Wednesday. I love getting fun, non-alcoholic, drinks!