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Jul 29, 2024, 10:34 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,593
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Very long exhausting day. I even had a nap at 6pm which is not doing me any favors right now because its almost 11:30pm and I am still wide awake. No naps!
I wore a pretty purple dress today with my purple eyeshadow and felt really good. I also met with a new girl I am sponsoring who is very new in sobriety and very nervous - we had a very nice first meeting and gave her some homework to do that my sponsor had suggested I start with for her. I think it's beautiful what we do in AA - I wish we had some kind of sponsorship when dealing with mental illness, like kind of an accountability buddy to help us go through hard times maybe that's what we have here on this thread? Either way I love it here! 
My irritability is getting worse. Spoke to my T today and we discussed why I am so unfulfilled and irritable. I have always believed I was never bipolar and that I am just a straight up alcoholic because all of this started years ago
And honestly, I think all of this irritability is coming from the fact that I can't drink anymore, because that's how I've been used to dealing with my feelings for years. Now I have to find another way to deal with all this emotion. So exhausting!
Anyway, wishing everyone a good night and wishing all of you a good day tomorrow. May Tuesday be good to us! How crazy is it that August 2024 is two days away???
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