Well, she might not be keeping the couch or the paint color. And I realized that there will be a new lobby. I've sat in my chair for 5 years and now I'll have to sit somewhere else.

I told her today that if it was just based on logistics, I'd say move. But the emotions are what's holding me back. It's going to be painful. I'll also need more support because I'll no longer have a space to call home (my current apartment is not home yet to me).

She's going to try to get me in to see the new office. She said she'd like me to make the decision before construction is finished, but she doesn't know if we'll be allowed in there.

I'm pretty sure we're moving. I kind of don't feel it's my decision anymore. She really wants it and I just want it for her. I guess, technically, I could say no, but I just don't want to disappoint her.