Well done on 6 months, and on tackling step 4. Step 4 was a bit of a game changer for me - not right away but it gave me the insight that I didn't want to be "that" person which gave me motivation to change. The change was definitely slow and hard but like sobriety was worthwhile and helped me become a better person.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba