L,
I know you're a therapist, my therapist, but I really wish I wasn't so reactive with you. I wish my BPD was more under control. I know you say that therapy is the right place for these things. I just feel like I'm holding you to such a high standard. I need to let you be human. "Perfectly imperfect." I'm sorry for being so hard on you. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I try so hard to be good.