So we had the conference call today to set boundaries and talk about my son becoming more independent. They basically said that we need to stop enabling him and that he shouldn't expect us to buy him things like shoes, clothes etc.

He agreed to it. I asked them about him getting some therapy. I couldn't hear what they said so I'm going to ask my sister. We'll after the conference call he called me very angry and said I don't agree the $100 is enough and wearing used shoes is gross same with used clothes. He said once the arraignment is over he wants to move to a different facility. I'm worried he's going to say fukk it and stay in motels and get introduced to harder drugs and basically become homeless bc then he'll get his whole check. I've talked to other ppl with a schizophrenic son or daughter that goes down that path. I just don't know what is going to happen to him.

My wound has gotten bigger. My friend helped me use a 2 layer wrap with the pad with the medicine in it. I think we did a good job. My friend is very kind.

BP wise I'm doing good. I get in trouble when I don't get enough sleep. I was on 40 mgs of doxepin for sleep and I've gotten it down by 20 mgs. I've also been able to cut the gabapentin down by 300mgs. But I think I'm having more pain in my back.

My sisters surgery is August 29th. 2 days after my birth day. I would dye if she doesn't make it through. I just can't lose another sister. And it's hard bc we are completely different ppl. But none of that matters when I might lose her! ⁹😪