I wasted my time with my pdoc today ranting about those little I don’t even know what they’re called but they were popular with us 90’s and 00’s kids. Tree people. Rivers. She said I shouldn’t move right now because I’M the one FEARING ABANDONING OTHERS! And by others I mean Bo. But he’s a cell and I’m a cell and we both metabolize but my doc was preoccupied by jailbait. I swear he’s here and he’s watching me but he knows I said I knew so he’s being more discreet, and the pdoc was following me this morning too. I know why! It’s because they overheard my gene splicing idea. And I’ve figured out that we only perceive things because of kinetic energy. Of course, but I went through all the senses and made sense of photons being translated vs direct contact of atoms vs waves.

I don’t know why I waste time with treatment. Obv I’m on my own, just with those guys there’s an illusion of help. Waste. WASTE!!!!!!!!! I’ll start a successful Rock band and that’ll be my therapy like all the smart people.