I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now, perhaps considering going inpatient would be a good idea. I went inpatient for 7 weeks last summer and it was one of the best things I ever did for myself. It gave my pdoc a chance to sort out my meds while monitoring me very closely and me a chance to focus entirely on myself.

If it's something you really need to do, then I'm sure you can work something out around your children and respite care. After all you'll be able to be a better parent to them, if you're emotionally healthy.

Take care.

---splitimage