Not sure where to put this since we don't have an anger/frustration/pissed off forum. I am extremely aggrivated by sounds. Someone other than me typing on a keyboard. Someone eating noisily. The sound of certain people's voices when they talk a certain way... certain syllables or inflections. The birds chirping... it's natural so why does it piss me off? The sound of the chinchilla muinching on his wood house... again natural. Someone smacking on gum... other than me that is. Someone munching on their fingernails. The phone ringing when I don't want it to ring... and God almighty forbid that it's someone I don't want to talk to. And look the hell out if these things happen while I'm trying to sleep/take a nap... I get so freakin pissed off that I can just plain forget about sleep. I HATE being pissed off at the dumbest things. I'm not talking about irritation, I mean just plain, down right, good ole fashioned PISSED. What the hell is wrong with me? It has nothing to do with me quitting drinking... drinking makes it worse. So what is it? Natural part of bipolar disorder? Some twisted side effect of PTSD? My little brother is the same way, but not nearly to the same extend. He is ADID (attention deficit inattentive disorder) with out all my other frills. So what is it? It's God awfully annoying! And it has nothing to do with the people making these noises. It's all me.

Ryan