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Aug 03, 2024, 11:14 AM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,612
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Just an insane couple of days. My ex-mother in law called to tell me my ex isn't doing well at all.
The hospital wouldn't admit him because he knows exactly how to talk to doctors to not get admitted. My ex MIL is at her end, she really wants him institutionalized because he just can't handle life on his own.
Personally for me, I took it hard. I just cried and cried and prayed for him. I know when she calls me it is triggering, and the best thing would be to block her number, but I have such history with them, I just don't have it in me to do that. It's been a painful couple of days but I've made it through with friends, family and my AA group. The most positive thing isn't I didn't go drink in all my sadness, which is the thing my boyfriend was the most concerned about.
Today is going to be a good day. I've decided to give my ex to God and find healing in my heart.
and I am trying to make peace with that. Hope everyone has a really good day today, my bipolar symptoms are doing really good since I got about 10 hours uninterrupted sleep last night. I think I will accomplish a lot today.
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