I'm not at the hospital anymore. I just listened to music in a waiting room. I'm okay now. It's a bush-person that said my mom tried to drown me. I mean, not like Groot tree people, but just a person flowing through the bushes. I gave up on worrying about being spied on. Out of my control. I'm spying on me because I am a master and I am a slave, but my body atoms are still pressing on not my body atoms are pressing on other people's atoms so anything one person knows another does. That's why environments are environments and vibes are vibes. Vibrations and friction. Counteracting weakforces. Why fuse hydrogen when there are atoms with more protons and neutrons? If a singularity has a mass limit of a lot and therefore an energy limit of a lot, we could fuse way larger atoms than hydrogen. How do we get event horizon energy for the next chicken that escapes the coop? I just know I need to escape, but I don't know on what level. Library level wasn't big enough. Town level isn't. State level? Region level? Country level? Continent level? Planetary level? Solar system level? Galaxy level? Universe level? Existence level? Energgy cannot be created or destroyed, but my aunt said to transfer mine into a noodle. I hope this noodle doesn't boil.

But yeah, hospital was fun. Didn't know the security guard so that's cool. Lady tested my spatial awareness, and someone told me the library was closing in 10 minutes which I already knew but I didn't notice the red fluid in the lights.
Cause cowboy dan's a major player in the cowboy scene
goes to the reservation drinks and gets mean
he's gonna start a war
goes to the desert fires his rifle in the sky and says
God, if I have to die, you will have to die

irony is the drunk died walking down the street by hit and run

edit: Sorry I am going on and on and posting wayy too much Going to get my journal. (literally had to delete a huge paragraph after this)