I'm feeling really guilty about stuff that doesn't make a whole lot of sense. I just said no when they asked if I wanted something substitued and I feel like I should have said "no, thanks." Also my cat was hard to get into the carrier and I feek bad for him even though he is being so affectionate. Like I feel like crying right now for some reason. I haven't cride in over a year. And I am soooo itchy I can't sit still because I'm scratching everywere. And it took me 3 hours to pee because of urinary retention. And I've been so cranky. Wtf is going on.