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LadyShadow · Aug 05, 2024 at 11:15 AM

Well Hurricane Debby is hitting Florida right now right over my sister's area. My prayers are with her even though I am not allowed to reach out to her : (

Slept pretty good too, woke up in the middle of the night because I think there might be something wrong with my CPAP machine; it's pushing air very forcefully after a certain number of hours, it's like a wind tunnel in there lol. I will have to check the settings tonight.

Going to get some work done today and not worry too much about the hurricane. For some reason bad weather ALWAYS seems to hit when I have to do this hour-long drive into Raleigh for work. Like why does it ALWAYS happen on the day I have to go in? It's really bothering me now.

I am sorry you feel that way @JaneOnceMore - I wish you could do some things to make you feel less like a recluse without taking antidepressants - I worry so much about being pushed into hypomania too because of med changes or additions, so I totally get where you're coming from.

That sounds so crazy @Moose72 - I mean that's so odd that she just came up to your table and got so personal and "in your face" almost - you are right to be cautious and suspicious, I would be too.

I worry about you my friend, @MuddyBoots - all those calculations sound like where I was at a couple of years ago when I used to record all types of numbers and theories at exactly 11:11 and 2:22 and send the transmissions to the NASA space station. It was THAT bad. So, I know it's crazy mania, and I worry for you.

I hope everyone has a fantastic day today and remember that whatever you're going through I am very proud of you for always checking in here and letting us know how you are doing. I love this accountability thread so much and I don't know where I would be without all your love and support.