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Still working my program and doing all I need to do to stay sober. The cord I haven't been able to cut is the one with Giovanni's mom. I love that woman, mostly because how she kept me going when I was in jail. We don't talk often at all, in fact the entire month of July she was silent, as I moved on with my life.
Till two weeks ago.
She's called me twice. Once to tell me he got beat up real bad, and again to tell me he went BACK and got beat up a second time. Nothing will stop him from using if he doesn't get himself killed out there. I wrote him a letter and sent it in the middle of all of this, but I am still keeping it at no contact phone wise. I never responded to his letter back in June, and didn't wish him a happy birthday after it passed, I kind of tried to move forward with my life and concentrate on my boyfriend.
Things have improved. I said my goodbyes in that letter and told him I've moved on. I haven't heard from his mom again.
I guess I resurrected this thread because I still have him in my heart. I don't want to see him hurt; I cried a lot the day I found out he got beat up the second time. I know I can't save him, but oh, do I want to. Just trying to move forward in the meantime, and keep myself accountable. Just wish God would grant him peace.
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