Oh, I'm PISSED too! I had a pretty vocal argument with H about why can't we buy a new washing machine, this piece of crap is ALWAYS breaking down. And he goes, we already had a $1000 car repair bill and expensive vision and contacts/glasses bills this month and he doesn't get paid this next month b/c he won't have taught classes last month, so we have to save money. And I'm like but we have enough for a new machine and he's like we never know when we'll have another car repair bill or the mechanic won't be able to fix our cars, or there's a medical emergency, or I'm back in the psych hospital. Pretty much no winning this argument. H ordered a part he thinks MAY fix the washing machine, and of course, that won't even be here for 2 weeks. 2 more weeks of THIS F*CKING broken machine is going to KILL me!

I really need a chill pill. Man, I'm feeling like I need a scream room too where I can yell & pound on the walls and knock them down, I'm SO agitated!