Emotional, weepy day. My birthday is looming ahead of me and I just feel old and fat and wrinkled and ugly and like half my life is overwith. I know it's stupid. So far my forties have been great! I published a book, Daughter is at a great age, Husband and I have never been closer (or spicier! 😉 🌶 ), and I've been getting great submissions for the ezine! We've been doing a lot of things as a family and Daughter and I are getting closer.

I just want to lay in bed all day and cry. I don't know what's wrong with me! I was perfectly fine on Monday when I saw my therapist. I mean I was moody and irritable, but now I'm just overcome with weepy emotions! And now it just seems for seemingly no reason really.

I have to see my doctor. Not that she can do much. It's like I'm on birth control (that made me PMS the entire month! It was awful!) but I'm not.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

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