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and i cant admit to him that i need one now that i was so uncooperate before...


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It might seem like you can't, but really you can. It will feel difficult, but you can do it. I think your Dad will be delighted that you've decided you can benefit from the help he offered. Now you are ready, that's all. And that's okay... and a good thing!

I'm rooting for you!