I don't NEED "higher level of care" that is BULL! Do you know what that even looks like? A FKING DAY OR MORE either in a gurney in an ER hall IF I'M LUCKY. and if I'm not, JUST AS LONG in a seclusion room,, being monitored by a bunch of security guards one of which groped me (yes, he's still there, saw him Tuesday and Wednesday). And then they have other "patients" (I know there's always one that's my ex is disguise) spying on me so he (ex) can keep stalking me. How the EFFF am I supposed to "get better" in an EVEN MORE stressful environment? At least here I know safe places and have ways to protect myself. There I can't have a knife or mace or anything.

Hospital was for my "schizophrenia" lmao fking demons