Saw my therapist this morning. Much talked about esp my dad and my marriage. She said I have a flat affect. I was told that in the psych ER once. She blamed it on all the meds I’m on. But without them I am anxious and manic and sometimes depressed. I just took 3 weeks off of meds and it was a disaster! Plus I’ve been talking about my dad a lot lately- here and with friends and family. I’m sure I’ve already processed a lot of the emotions with them. I just got out of a manic episode which I have risperdal to thank for getting me out of it - especially without a depressive crash! Maybe she thinks the manic me is what she knows and in comparison I seem emotionless?