I care, too. And I know we're only online friends, but I take your words seriously, and I care about you and what happens to you. I think many others here do as well. If you're not safe right now, please do whatever you need to do to be safe. Please do not hurt yourself, Fuzzybear. PM me if it helps, or if I can be of help. I have trouble talking also and I feel for you, but there truly are people in the world who care and listen. I'm not sure what is happening for you at the moment that you're not finding those people, or things are especially bad, but I hope you can find more of those kinds of people in your life. And there are people here at PC who care, like me, and many others - I see many responses here and elsewhere in support of you...........

((((((Fuzzybear))))))) please take extra-gentle care of yourself

Thinking of you,
ErinBear