I got up early, had a walk/jog. For the 2nd time this week, I had no hot water for my shower. It was more tolerable than usual though since I was hot & sweaty from being outside exercising. I will have to get H to look at the hot water heater but he has a training today.

I took my cat Pecan to the vet for her annual exam and shots. She was incredibly tough to get into the cat carrier. It was a bit of a workout chasing her down and getting her into the carrier. Then, we had to wait longer than usual at the vet b/c the vet had a dog come in with an emergency. I def. understand pet emergencies, but poor Pecan was NOT a happy camper having to wait so long. She was a very good kitty getting her shots though I was afraid she'd want nothing to do with me when we got home, but after about 5 min. home, she chilled out and let me approach and pet her again

The whole vet experience stressed me out though, and I'm still anxious. Trying to calm down some, may make some chamomile tea soon and see if that helps.

Good news is the bipolar has been stable for me so far. No highs, no lows, but my emotions are kind of flat too, if that makes any sense? I don't really enjoy having flat emotions, but it's better than being depressed and suicidal & since my last round of mania was sucky, it's better than that too, so I guess I just have to settle for now.