Dear T,
Wish you'd have acknowledged my last text about still letting me know if you have a cancellation tomorrow, like "will do" or a thumbs up. Hope you saw it. Very on the fence on whether to email you or to hold off. I guess your comment meant I'm back in the no-charge zone, but maybe it's better if I stay there for a bit? Messaging with my friend is helping. Maybe that will be enough for now. Will see how it goes.
I feel like I was on this high (hypomanic?) in session today and am now crashing. Like, "whee, I'm inspired and going to make all these changes" and now it's like reality is hitting and I'm sad and scared. I just wish I could have gone through that before session, so we could have talked about it, instead of after. Or that you had something tomorrow instead of Friday, but I have lots of work to do anyway, so...
Love,
LT
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