Hi R,

My conversation with E today made me question my decision to see you in person again for the first time on WSPD.

That day will be heavy...Reconnecting then is going to be weird...and there's no question that your decision here has affected our connection.

Still don't get your reasoning, but I certainly didn't want to spend more session time on it.

You know I'm not going to email about the other stuff, because it's not suitable for email.

Email contact is about you helping me regulate until we can be in person again...and that's still about a month away.

I need you but I don't like you is a hell of a balance to strike.