so, before I start this, I'm not actually suicidal.

I just am struggling to find reasons why I should bother living to the new year

apart from anything else, I'm sick of people telling me oh things will be better, things will be better, every year. trust me, they have been saying that to me since 2011 and every year is 10 times worse. things don't improve, especially when you don't even have family and friends supporting you.

so yeah. reasons why 2025 will be different. go.