Nobody should be telling you things will be better. There's no guarantee they will. it might be worse. I think a lot of whether it gets better or not is up to you. What is your 5 year goal? Or break it down to smaller bits. What do you want to change before 2025?
You need a purpose. That's why I get depressed. Everyone needs a purpose and a reason to get out of bed in the morning. Mine were my sons. I need one now for myself. I'm trying to figure it out. Life is suffering. Life isn't fair. It's up to us to find some resources and reach for help, and find something to keep us going in the meantime. I wish you the best... I haven't had coffee yet, so not wide awake, but I will check your thread for a response.