After my mom passed away, I was having dreams that I was a teenager and I was trying to hide that I was going to parties and I was trying to hide it from her. I wouldn't have them every night but often. There's a gut I follow on instagram and I find him very sexy. I've been having dreams about him and I connecting in a psych hospital. I'm like 24 or so. Way before I sought out help for my bipolar. It's weird.