Just as those who abuse substances have their 'drug of choice,' I have my 'instrument of choice'-- which is a single edge razorblade. Awhile back, I threw out my razor blades. It did not help me to stop cutting. I started to use other things that I could find... and was burning, as well. I missed my 'instrument of choice.' Nothing does it the way that does. So yesterday I absolutely couldn't take it anymore and I bought razor blades. What a crazy %#@&#! addiction I have.