Dear T,

Feeling a bit nervous about our session today. I just think of how we've had ruptures right before my vacation (thinking of 2022) and how bringing up something I want to discuss further today about outside contact is risky. Maybe I can just focus on the less risky aspect, an idea I had?

And after this, we'll just have the Wed. virtual one while I'm away, then only two normal sessions before *your* vacation, so this feels like a risky time in general. I think everything would have been so much better had you just moved at the end of June like planned. Then that one rupture (presumably) wouldn't have happened. I'd be used to the new office now. I wouldn't feel so anxious in bringing things up.

I guess I'll just see how it goes and how I'm feeling... As I know *not* talking about stuff on my mind also doesn't serve me well. But maybe that's better than a conflict? And maybe if I talk about the one aspect, it won't cause a conflict? I don't know...I wish you were more predictable. And consistent.

Love,
LT