I'm thinking I'm hitting a high, I've been buying a lot my bank balance is low now. I'm happy to buy drinks and meals for other people. I'm talking out loud a lot, I'm chatting to guys online, 1 is wanting yo keep soon like VERY soon, I'm gutting out my flat (I'm a severe hoarder amd I've had to be ruthless which kills me) I had paperwork dated back to 2010 if not longer. I'm not sleeping much but still maintaining my life falling a sleep for a few hours then bouncing back.

So yeah think I'm hitting the highs