Ugh. Seeing new POS psychiatrist in less than two hours. Feel sick with anxiety and am considering taking 100mg of seroquel to calm down. I saw her once before. She took me off haldol and sertraline cold turkey and I ended up overdosing and IP. I've spoken to her once over the phone since then, in February when my now retired psychiatrist was on vacation, because I was having issues sleeping. She didn't take me seriously and I went hypo and then crashed afterwards. She also asked me if I'd been drinking! At three in the afternoon! What the hell. I don't drink. Anyway, so that's twice I've had bad encounters with this person. I'm not expecting this time to go any better. But it was between her and some moron who took me off diazepam cold turkey. I don't know which is worse.

Anyway, so I'm just listening to music and trying to calm down. Had a nice lunch out with the family. Husband and Daughter are currently at the park. I decided to stay home so I could try and chill. I think I'm going to need that seroquel! Wish me luck everyone! I definitely need it. Who knows what this woman is going to insist on doing to me!