Thank you everyone for the kind responses regarding China psychiatrist lady. I think I'm just used to my old psychiatrist who was very friendly and easy to talk to and definitely not scary, and he actually LISTENED to me.

@Blueberrybook

Unfortunately there is no one else at the county I can see, except for the ahole who took me off diazepam cold turkey while I was IP at Fon du Lac for a psychotic episode four years ago now I believe. So I'd rather stay with icicle melting stare psychiatrist than go with the psychiatrist who would take me off my benzo. I don't want to go through benzo withdrawal! That man would take me off it in one week! And he's Indian and IMPOSSIBLE to understand, and he changes my meds without telling me what he's doing, like my opinion doesn't matter or something. And I'm stuck at the county because of my commitment.

So this woman prescribes benzos and I'm staying with her even if she scares the fck out of me!

@LadyShadow

I'm so sorry I didn't say this sooner, but I'm sad to hear you and your boyfriend broke up. I'm happy you didn't get drunk and instead coped in healthy ways. You're in my thoughts. 🫂 ❤️