SO. Here's my update!

The past 2 days have been great. no binge, or purge, or lax.
Then i came home today, and my mother had made brownies.
Totally binged. and then laxed (the good news, no purge
But still so frusterating!

I took swimming lessons and had my technique critiqued, and am now going to be training to take the lifeguard course, so ive got a new goal to help me with my food goals.

Now to the bowl movement part of this blog.
The 2 days i was being good, i ate healthy, and 4-5 small meals both days, and drank plenty of water.
And today, I took a poop! A real poop, not a laxative induced, but a real bowl movement my body created.
Its a great sign for me, and a great motivation to know i havent done too much damage to my colon yet.

Im sorry to be gross and completely cross the personal line with that, but i was overwhelmed with joy over such a little sign, i needed to share.

Sorry if anyone got an uneasy stomache or a craving for brownies