Well I took my last valium. Now I'm out and I can't get any until tommorow. I was just spiraling real bad and it was either get relief tonight and be out until tommorow or be a complete mess tonight.



But my therapist being weird is just messing with my mind. Especially our email exchange after.

I took an extra 20mg Geodon. I'm wondering if its just my stomach and not anxiety. I've taken a lot for my anxiety to still not be under control.