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5 hours later and the pain pill is just wearing off now. I’m not sure it’s worth it. I don’t like that weird heady feeling the pills give me. I know that’s why people abuse them, they want that, but I don’t like it. Now I remember why I had so many pills leftover from the first surgery. It’s the same reason I disliked benzos. It disorientates me. The pain isn’t really that bad this time.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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