Good morning. I slept good last night finally after barely sleeping for several days. I went to the food pantry this morning and got some food. Two of the things I’m most excited about are a big bag of chicken drumsticks which I plan on cooking in the crockpot with some buffalo sauce and having with blue cheese dipping sauce. The other thing I’m excited about I got is a whole cake, it’s a strawberry shortcake. It’s really good. I had some with some coffee today. I should be good on food until my Foodstamps come in on the 2nd of September.
I don’t have a whole lot planned today. Just getting on the treadmill later and practicing violin. Though my motivation is kind of low today so I don’t even know if I’ll do any of that. I’m gonna try to. If not I’ll just spend a lot of the day reading. I found a new Celtic song by one of my favorite instrumental composers on Apple Music so I’ve been listening to that on repeat and it’s really good.
I might just take it easy today and chill cause the food pantry was kind of stressful and took a couple hours. So I’m kind of worn out from that. Idk we’ll see how the day goes. Maybe I’ll get a burst of energy later.
You know what, I am gonna push myself to do that stuff today. I’m going through a breakup right now so it’s probably best to keep myself busy
My boyfriend and I were together a year and a half. I broke up with him the day before yesterday. We both agreed it was for the best. It still hurts a lot because we both love eachother but it just wasn’t working with us being long distance now
This is the song I’m listening to
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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