Hugs, Scarlet. I'm sorry it didn't work out as originally planned. And that you don't like a lot of things about the space. But I'm glad you had some good feelings about it, too. And that L gave you a private tour (I told Dr. T in our second session in the new space that I wish he'd done that, at least on some level, like showed me where the other offices were, including R's).
I understand how hard it will be to leave the old space. It's just so difficult knowing you can never go back to it, right?
I will say that I'm adapting to Dr. T's new space better than I thought I would. I miss his old one, and the rupture we had during the move isn't completely fixed. But I feel much better about it than I did in the first in-person session there. I think part of it was figuring out which seat seemed right and also realizing Dr. T is the same person there (for better or worse!)
I hope you have a meaningful good-bye to the old space and that you adapt to the new space reasonably well.