I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why this happening. I'm taking all my meds. Nothing has changed. I'm having horrible tactile hallucinations of the negative entity running its fingers up and down my back and resting on it and I can feel it staring at me. I woke up at 3AM with it standing (floating?) as a black humanoid figure.
When I got up I put my hoodie on, hood up, and that helped the paranoia a little bit, but then I could hear it whispering in my mind, "I'm here. I'm here. I'm here."
WHY is this happening to me?? Why is this delusion starting to envelope me again???? I take 50mg of loxapine and 400mg of seroquel!!! I've been FINE for a long time!
I think I need to take a nap. Maybe the negative entity will be gone when I wake up.
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