I need more help than I am getting. I don't know how to deal with it. There's all this help around but I'm not eligible. My living room has become a storage space. My kitchen is a mess. We have no clean dishes and I can't wash dishes. So no food for me. I can't take a shower I don't want anyone to see me naked. I need a cleaning crew, I need a walk in shower, I need a therapist, my husband can't do it all, and Victoria is doing nothing. I need a new place.