I’m gonna start spending a couple hours at the library a few times a week. Just like walk down there and sit at one of their study tables and read for a couple hours a couple times a week. To get out of my apartment some, get fresh air on the walk, and change up my environment. I used to go to the library all the time when I was in college to study. Or just use my laptop cause I didn’t have internet at home then. But I want to start going again cause it’s a nice environment to be in. And it helps me focus. I can also study music theory while I’m there and work through my music theory workbook, read books, whatever I feel like doing.
But yeah, I’m also gonna try to go to a cafe the week after this coming week. One of my plans is to walk downtown the week after next, stop at a cafe for coffee , then stop at an independent bookstore down there buy a book , then stop at the library and sit at one of their study table corners and read.

should be a nice little outing for myself. I’m also going to see the new Beetlejuice movie at the theater in September. By myself cause I don’t have friends or anyone but that won’t stop me. Maybe eventually I can start going to library events like the crafting events or adult coloring nights. Get out maybe meet people. Maybe someday make a friend.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type