I think the hypersensitivity part I might be able deal with but my mental response to it lingers and kind of creates a self feeding cycle that continues fuel and escalate the physical symptoms. The intensity of has changed over the course of the past year. I've gone from being incredibly depressed after sex to being totally triggered by the thought of being touched, to now back to what seems like my "normal" baseline--tolerating sex but being uncomfortable. I guess i should be happy with this.

Rhapsody thanks I'm safe for now, I just don't want to go back to the two previous states. If I have to live in those states....I will not be safe for long.