I also found just being with and experiencing L as what helped me the most. It took a long time to remember and get comfortable. And we started with virtual after the leave, too. That was hard. It was like a tease. But after a month or two, we were back in a rhythm. I'm not saying it's going to take you months, just that it takes time. It does get better and becomes familiar again. I think just lots of processing what happened between you two and then remembering will probably help.