@ raspberrytorte and @ LadyShadow thanks for asking about the new therapist. She was fine. It was not like when I met my real therapist and knew immediately that he was what I needed. She won't be my permanent therapist when he retires. But she's fine. I see her this week then have 2 weeks off and I think just meet with her once more before my real therapist is back. I probably should get an appointment so I don't go 3 weeks without but I am not going to unless I feel more positive about it this week.
I do plan to talk to her about my anxiety and paranoia this week so hopefully she'll help get that under control again. I hate to think I could feel like this for 5 more weeks until real therapist returns.
I'll just be so glad when things are normal again. But I'm doing ok. The last thing my therapist said to me was that I can manage better than I think. I'm not sure about that, I would love it if my meds would let me have a good cry and I want HIS opinion on some more complicated things, not someone I have to explain the backstory to for 15 minutes. But again, we'll manage.
Thanks again to both of you for asking.
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