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chaotic13 said:
Like sunrise describes asking for help and not getting a reply will really upset me.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Yes, but I actually made the request and got ignored. You haven't given your T a chance to respond because you haven't asked! You got ignored by her once before, so I can understand your hesitation to contact her. But that was quite a while ago and you have built a strong relationship since then. Could you send an email and say "please respond one way or another to let me know if you have openings or if we can talk on the phone"? Then she is very clear that you need to know, even if she has no time for you. That's what I'm going to do if I ever have to email my T again (but it probably won't happen, as hell must first freeze over). Maybe giving your T the option of a phone call rather than a ftf meeting would make it easier to accommodate you (and you could pay for her time).

Sleep well, chaotic. (Listen to your dreams--your unconscious will let you know if you should do the massage course or not.)