Work went ok. Practicum tomorrow.. not sleepy anymore. havent had too much caffeine or anything.having increased energy again. should i be concerned? i think its jsut bc im due for my nighttime dose of risperdal. i take 4mg at night and 2mg in am. i see T tomorrow evening and dreading it. he was all mean last time and saying i have no business working with people and i do the best i can but ihave to wokr. i dont make enough SSDI to not work and survive on. i took out a $30k loan application today for the rest of school. im gonna take the refund and give it to someone to hold. idk who. maybe the safe deposit box my grnany has. just somwhere i cant access it and spend any of it except for tuition this next year. im afraid of having that muhc extra in my acct bc of ssdi.