I hate intrusive thoughts. I don’t want to take my Valium equivalent because I have to drive to see my pdoc and I don’t want to be numb. Semi crying here and I have to take my son to school in 10 minutes. Haven’t showered since Sunday. Just can’t. Might take a bath after I get back from pdoc. I don’t know if I’ll have the energy.

@JaneOnceMore thanks for the joke. It made me lol