So relieved my p-doc let me switch to virtual today. She wanted in-person because I haven't seen her in about 4 years. But I'm feeling a bit unwell, it's super hot out, and her building is across the street from Dr. T's old building (and in the same complex as ex-MC and ex-T), and I just didn't have it in me to deal with all those things today. Maybe I can do in-person the next time. But I already feel a mess, and that might have put me even more over the edge.

R ended up having a cancellation tomorrow, so I'm seeing her then, I think, instead of, or possibly in addition to, Friday.

I think there's something about this time of year for me where I just really struggle. I mean, Dr. T is currently on a long drive to an athletic competition today (returning Monday night), which is an annual thing, so that contributes. But late summer/early fall has been a struggle for me going way, way back. I do have a concert Sunday, but it's not exactly the happiest music, so not sure whether that will help or not!