**** Trigger Warning- explicit talk of sexual abuse****

I had two memories. One of a flash of oral sex being performed on me and an immediate sense it was my father but I could only see the face of course from the nose up so wasn’t able to really see who it was. But I know it was me it was being performed on. I had been thinking the day before or earlier in the day about the oral sex my ex used to perform on me and this popped up. Then a couple of days later I had another memory where I saw his face and I could tell he was near someone’s privates but what is was doing exactly or if it was me I couldn’t tell because I can’t remember if the memory was in first person. I don’t know what’s reasonable to feel or assume. What would you gather from these memories?